Donnella

Donnella Hael Daekar

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For Sale. by Donnella, literature

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For Sale.

Call me Beautiful, call me hot, Call me everything that I'm not. Say I'm bitter, say I'm twisted, 'coz you know those thoughts existed. Love for pleasure, Love for pain, Love forever but all in vain. Cry for sorrow, cry for joy, Won't cry for me, though, will you, darling boy. Best Loved and lost than not at all, We do our best yet still we fall. Those little things you did so well, They dragged me out of Living Hell. So Fuck me gorgeous, I'll be your Whore. You know I'll only love you more.

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Valediction by Donnella, literature

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Valediction

You said I was worthless, useless, no good, "kill yourself!" you told me; I decided I would. I know now what you wanted, I've learnt of your goal You can take my body but you won't have my soul. You can tell me false truths, tempt me with lies, But I can see through your filthy disguise. Strange, how much more I see of you now – Your beauty is ravaged, your sweet words turned foul. You can't have me now, Satan, you know 'cause you've reached. You lost your hold upon me when the youth group pastor preached.

Spirit Tale by Donnella, literature

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Spirit Tale

~Spirit Tale~ She threw a newspaper onto the kitchen table, the article on the open page so blurred with tears so as to be unrecognizable except for part of the headline, the end part – Tragic Bridge Accident. Strange, he hadn't read that one. Oh well, no time now. She was crying as she packed a suitcase. She came across a photo of the two of them together, and that made her cry even more. But instead of breaking the frame and tearing it up like he thought she would, she held it close against her chest, sobbing brokenly. No matter what he said or did, nothing stopped her from crying. It was as

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Phoenix by Donnella, literature

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Phoenix

~*Phoenix*~ A Phoenix rising from the flame, Its birth is its demise. As wild as fire, yet just as tame, A healer both glorious and wise. I became this creature Through your baptism of fire. I thought that I loved you for sure, For then my spirit flew much higher. How could I have known That you were just a charmer? You broke into my heart of stone, And wrecked my spirit's armor. But even though you broke my heart, It's you I still adore. Although you ripped my world apart, I love you like never before. I am the phoenix, you are my fire, I hate you but you give me life. Without you around I quickly tire, But when you're

Suicide of Stone by Donnella, literature

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Suicide of Stone

~*Suicide of Stone*~ A heart that seems to be of stone bleeds if a knife slips past the bone. A love of crystal, no matter hard, if dropped still shatters into shards. Were you the one who chained my heart, then left it lonely in the Dark? Did you drop my love from on high, in a hidden place way up in the sky? Now I feel like I'm falling fast, 'cause I thought our love would really last. You dropped my affection on a cold hard floor, now share my pain as I walk out the door. As sapphire tears course down my cheeks, I think of the long, now wasted, weeks. A ruby star blooms on my wrist, as I think of all the times we kissed I

A Letter of Memoriam by Donnella, literature

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A Letter of Memoriam

Dear grandpa, how are you? I hope that you are well. I wasn't going to tell you this But every day is hell. I wish that you were here with me Or to you that I could go, But my life here prevents that, As I'm sure that you would know. It's not so much the distance - That can be covered in a leap - Nor is it that it costs so much, But still, it isn't cheap. It's more the fact that you have left This world that seemed so fair, And none of us can see you, Not weathered face or silvered hair. I saw a special sight today. I thought I'd share it with you - The rolling ocean, flecked with foam Beneath a sky of blue. Flowers flo

Addiction by Donnella, literature

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Addiction

She'd never had this much blood before, The pain had never been so intense The knife lay forgotten on the floor And suddenly everything made sense. She realized that what she'd been doing was wrong, That she was addicted to the pain The thing through which she'd escaped for so long Had now become her life's bane. She'd painted a message on her wall With the blood that seeped from her arm. "I'm so sorry that I hurt you all, I never meant to cause any harm." She'd signed it with a kiss of blood Which would forever stain the plaster. She wondered why, now she'd opened that flood Her end hadn't come so much faster. As she left her

Flirtation by Donnella, literature

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Flirtation

Why does everyone always stare? do they honestly think i can't see them there? They're always looking, whispering, gawking - Do they really think i don't hear them talking? These people have driven me almost insane and now they're laughing at my pain. Perhaps this is just my imagination and my pain is of my own creation. I can't believe what i'm going through just because I flirted with you.

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Spirit Tale

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Valediction

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Artist // Literature

Australia
Deviant for 19 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: Rural South-east QLd
Favourite genre of music: meaningful to me . . . .usually angsty.
Favourite cartoon character: Garfield
Personal Quote: i didn't make you do it, you were in control of the vehicle the whole time

Favourite Movies

L.O.T.R., Stripes

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Linkin Park, Evanescence, pink Floyd

Favourite Writers

JRR Tolkien & david eddings

Tools of the Trade

Pencil

Other Interests

Ballroom dancing, archery, oh yeah, and drawing, and writing poetry and stories

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Donnella

Jun 23, 2007

ugh

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am realising that compared to a lot of stuff i see my artwork is crap. also, i have bronchitis so im on antibiotics, ventolin, seretide and painkillers. not a lot of which helps lol. anyways am done bitching. too tired to do more.

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Donnella

May 14, 2007

Devious Journal Entry

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mm. i have been sooo sick n im just so over bein tired and i just wanna be full of energy n health n vitality n all that.. i think this place has a bad "energy" around it.. i dunno maybe its just me lol anyways thats pretty much all i hav to say.. luv donny :heart: